NooR AmiZa

i dont know why this few days i felt leftout by my frenz... even though they treat me good but i still feel being leftout.. i guess this trauma came back... coz during my secondary school life ive been leftout many times by my friends.... not jus that ive been bullied too but mostly in primary school life.. secondary, there are still bullies and that time it was going to be the end of the year... when i reflect it, it gave me a heartache of how my friends left me... they insult,critisize,insult another critisim....oh dear y cant i forget abt it...my friend that is corrine did advice me let bygones be bygones... i guess im just a gal that cant forget the past ... i just hope that i will have a wonderful life of friendship in ite... i hope idra, deborah and stephanie won leave me.... oh ya forgot, now my friends that left me before had apologize and now everything is ok... but u know, the trauma is still here.. and now im totally change about who i am.. last time i was quite emo,unsociable and dont how to make friends....now im a crazy gal that was transmitted by my best pal,corrine, naturally... corrine was a crazy gal, very social and nice gal.... i was quite envy abt her.... n suddenly im like her now....

signing out!!!