My Short Sweet Memories With The Shorties
Clique Mini Photoshoots
i look soo short siai was browsing in the internet and i was soo bored so i went to 'google' and typed my name... and the results shows some other websites that related to my name and i strolled down and saw my secondary school website.. was kinda curious coz how come my school got related to my name, so i clicked on it... found out that my photo is on the website and i was so damn shocked... its about the achievement i did for 'N' level last year... i showed it to my mum and i saved it... im happy that i had made a great achievement in secondary school... thnx yah corrine for giving me the supports we had been through in secondary... i luv u always.... frenz foreva....
today one of my patient passed away... i was kinda shocked and sad to see that... as that happened, ive learnt how to do death procedure... cant say much about it...ok just got back from work and im exhausted as usual... quite happy that ive got 22 skills signed... so im kinda safe already yeah!!! ok signing out..toodles...
got news yesterday that theres confirmed case of H1N1 in Singapore and the person is warded in ttsh... Im kinda worried for the ite student in ttsh and im more worried for debbie... oh gosh hope it won't spread...
i just got home and im damn soo tired.... working in the hospital as a student was a real challenge to me... with great determination im sure i can make it..i hope.... last one week of working a lot of things happened...both good and bad things...
yeaterday went to visit my late dad's grave as it was his birthday and two days after(tomorrow) is my sis birthday... soo celebrated it at jurong point my cousin... we spent soo much time at jurong point that we didnt realised it was already 10 o'clock and we are still in the mall... got home and quickly got to bed... ok signing out...toodles..
i've been reflecting myself nowadays thinking whether i'm a good nurse or not...and i guess im reali not a good nurse... i don have the nurse personality like my other cp friends.... yesterday i felt like im going to give up nursing... that thoughts brought all the way until i got home... i told my mum that i wan to give up nursing and i can see from her eyes that she's very disappointed and sad of me saying like that... fortunately i thought twice and ive made a decision not to quit... i guessed theres still time for changes but i think im gonna take some times... it was my dream of becoming a nurse and now i guessed that dream is fading away slowly already... i hope i can go through all the way to the end...
yesterday was my attachment and its a new ward and new patients...and obviously new nurses... this time ward are much more smaller and i can see that there are not much skills we can can do... today is my afternoon duty and im starting to be nervous again...oh shit...
Im so crazy about this movie..Twilight!!!!
arent bella and edward soo sweet...
Alice,Jacob,Bella,Edward,Rosalie and Jasper(from left to right)
Victoria,Bella,Edward,James and Jacob(from left to right)
Im currently reading this book... cnt stand waiting for the movie
Eclipse im yours... huwahahaha
Breaking Dawn is the endyesterday i watched twilight on the internet and im so in love with the movie... and i love the character soo much... Robert pattinson(edward cullen in twilight) he is soo damn hot and handsome sia.... i cnt wait for the continuous story and its called New Moon coming in november 2009 and then Eclipse coming in June 2010 and then Breaking Dawn coming i don noe when ...yeah... meanwhile ill be reading the books... oh gosh i hopes the time fly faster soo i can watch it..hehex... ok signing out toodles...
got msg from both of my cp leader and assistant leader saying that cp posting starts this coming monday... kinda happy about that but i kind of nervous... i have to pay back 2 weeks for cp this june so still the same...i cant go to KL.... i'll be staying at home alone... i kinda scare staying alone at home...but i will try....
i look so depress...
besties 4eva
see the pro playing the piano...yeah u go gal(psst.. actuali shes not that pro..hehex)
yesterday i was having fun surfing the internet when phone suddenly rang... kinda shocked it was corrine,my bestie... she asked me to go back to secondary skool to take our cert.... i was lyk oh shit i haven bath... so met her at aljunied mrt and we strolled to our memorable place...after we took our cert, we toured around the skool...oh dear how much i missed the skool... took some photos and we saw Mr Lee,our music teacher... soo we tok abt our life in ite and our secondary skool wat is happening... we tok to him for quite long and off we got home...
in the bus id called me saying that she going to give me my belated birthday present... i was kinda touch she did that...thnx ya id.... as soon as i met her, i was soo elated not coz of the present hor... at nite, i video my sis dancing but it was not that garceful..to my opinian,i rather corrine dance that kind of song than her...she's that kind of gal that dance very hip and modernise songs.... ok signing out...toodles...
my sis dancing ''just one last dance''
in the bus id called me saying that she going to give me my belated birthday present... i was kinda touch she did that...thnx ya id.... as soon as i met her, i was soo elated not coz of the present hor... at nite, i video my sis dancing but it was not that garceful..to my opinian,i rather corrine dance that kind of song than her...she's that kind of gal that dance very hip and modernise songs.... ok signing out...toodles...
my sis dancing ''just one last dance''
nice cake smashed...
mirror mirror on the wall...
''Happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to id
happy birthday to you''
Birthday msg from me to idra:
Happy belated birthday id..i know i've wish you soo many times from yesterday and today..hope u wont get bored..hehex... sweeet 17...hope god give u long life and also that your life will fill with joy and happiness....hope our frendship will last long till eternity long...4 shorties forever....
Yesterday went to jurong point to meet my brother's girlfriend... quite shocked to see that my bro is shorter than his girl... my eyes was like open big like never before same goes with my mouth..hehex..at the same time i can find birthday present for my bestie,idra, for her birthday surprise today.... i cant find the thing that i wanna get for her so i had no choice but to go to suntec city... i got her a music box... and i think she likes it....
Today i went to meet id at bus stop and we were soo late for meeting... when we reached skool, saw sumathi... thought that the meeting will be for awhile but it wasnt... my cp teacher told me that high chance that i will continue my attachment this coming monday...yeepee... then we went off to causeway point.... then stephie and debbie surprised id as goes with plan... yeah..but too bad id suspected already coz of my stupidity of sending the wrong sms to id....! but at least she still freaked out... then we went to this area in between causeway point and civic centre to celebrate id's birthday.... id got cake smashed from steph and got sprayed with crazy ribbon from me... then all of us got smashed by the cake..mmmm taste strawberry... thnx yah deb...
then went to clean ourselves and went to pizza hut to eat... actually i wanted to treat them but unfortunately ys treated us instead... thnx ys but i felt quite bad actuali coz this is the second times he treated us... after that went shopping and got a top... then we planned to go home at 5 but all of us are kinda sleepy and tired so we got off... but for id,she had to take care of her mum..prayed that id's mum get well soon... reached mrt eunos, me and id went to this clothes shop and i got a dress... then id tried to find porridge for her mum but couldnt so no choice but to cook... thats it for today....signing out....toodles...
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to id
happy birthday to you''
Birthday msg from me to idra:
Happy belated birthday id..i know i've wish you soo many times from yesterday and today..hope u wont get bored..hehex... sweeet 17...hope god give u long life and also that your life will fill with joy and happiness....hope our frendship will last long till eternity long...4 shorties forever....
Yesterday went to jurong point to meet my brother's girlfriend... quite shocked to see that my bro is shorter than his girl... my eyes was like open big like never before same goes with my mouth..hehex..at the same time i can find birthday present for my bestie,idra, for her birthday surprise today.... i cant find the thing that i wanna get for her so i had no choice but to go to suntec city... i got her a music box... and i think she likes it....
Today i went to meet id at bus stop and we were soo late for meeting... when we reached skool, saw sumathi... thought that the meeting will be for awhile but it wasnt... my cp teacher told me that high chance that i will continue my attachment this coming monday...yeepee... then we went off to causeway point.... then stephie and debbie surprised id as goes with plan... yeah..but too bad id suspected already coz of my stupidity of sending the wrong sms to id....! but at least she still freaked out... then we went to this area in between causeway point and civic centre to celebrate id's birthday.... id got cake smashed from steph and got sprayed with crazy ribbon from me... then all of us got smashed by the cake..mmmm taste strawberry... thnx yah deb...
then went to clean ourselves and went to pizza hut to eat... actually i wanted to treat them but unfortunately ys treated us instead... thnx ys but i felt quite bad actuali coz this is the second times he treated us... after that went shopping and got a top... then we planned to go home at 5 but all of us are kinda sleepy and tired so we got off... but for id,she had to take care of her mum..prayed that id's mum get well soon... reached mrt eunos, me and id went to this clothes shop and i got a dress... then id tried to find porridge for her mum but couldnt so no choice but to cook... thats it for today....signing out....toodles...
my sis and my bestie"what r u staring at my face..wanna fight''
today i went out as usual with my cousins and aunts to geylang serai to see stuff for my cousin's wedding... my cousins haven came yet so me,my sis and my mum went to tanjong katong complex.... me and my sis got hungry and we ate the restaurant there... so while eating finally my cousin came... and me and my sis took some photos.... after we had filled our stomach,went to First Lady coz my cousin wants to get something for her mum that is my aunt of course... after long hours of searching,finally she had found it... my cousin and my mum planned that me, my sis and my cousin's daughter to get roses for my aunt(my cousin's mum)...then off to see her and gave a surprise advance mother's day gift.. she was soo happy... btw i gave my mum the gift that i bought at the vivo already and she was soo happy... then went to Joo Chiat Complex to check out the stuffs for my cousin's wedding... today was kinda fun and i cnt wait for tmr.... signing out..toodles...
ive just woke and realised i woke soo damn late and it was my first time waking up at this time....i had a strange dream.... i dreamt about my late father... he forced me and my mum to cut his body into half.. both of us rejected... by tat time one of his legs was amputated.... he kept forcing us to cut his body... still we rejected... so he got damn furious and he beated us up.... quite strange to see him walking coz he has onli one leg! he beated my mum first and then he beated me... he chased me into the toilet and threw all plates that was made up from glasses to me.. i knew i was in damn pain.... but some how i got away.... the next minute i woke up...that what was his behaviour before he pass away... he likes to beat my family a lot even though we did a small mistakes.. sometimes i even got beaten by him eventhough i was innocent... actually i dont really loved him back then... but when the times he got sick, he showed his love to me and siblings but it wasnt that obvious... but i realised all parents loved their children no matter what... the night he cried coz that he got to amputate his leg, i did cried too and i cried sooo much seeing him that way... moreover that nite was Hari Raya.... i got home that nite and i was still crying and i realised that was the most meaningful Hari Raya I ever had even though i didnt even had the chance to celebrate it.... As months goes by,many things did happened..the happy and unhappy things... then my late dad was discharged.... me and my mum was the main caregiver to him and i don even dare to bath as soon as i woke up..coz i scared he will call me suddenly when im in the middle of taking a bath...if that happen,im sure i get scolding from him or beaten.... and i always waited for my mum to come back from home first then i can get refresh....luckily it was my school holiday...thinking of my suffering ive got was not much as compared to my late dad and my mum... my mum don have much sleep taking care of my late dad... i pitied my mum the most coz she had to work in the morning and when she came back she got to take care of my late dad.... theres a lots of things happening and i cant even noe wher to start and how to say it.... ok stop thinking of the past miza... now i have to think about my future.... ok signing out toodles....
Thnx to my sis i knew this song... just like to share with everybody who is reading my blog....
Taking Back My Love(Lyrics):
Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..
Ciara:
Uhhh
What did I do, to give us the cue
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
You promised to be,honest with me***
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material
Both:
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love
3 weeks vacation sounds lyk a great news but not to me... so 25 may is the start of my skool again..continue as 1.2...that was what siti told me... oh damn it....scramp...blah blah blah blah....im sooo damn damn angry sia this bloody swine flu.... affected my posting too much already.... ok wat to do... must accept the facts... supposed this june im going back to malaysia to meet my mum's relatives there.... screw up this flu......ok signing out..toodles...
theres still kid in us
aisyah and me
a village girl with her patch elephant toy..
i smacked id's gluteal muscle
Get ready...Fight..
swine flu was beaten by bird flu...
me and aisyah..cute rite the swine
id with her swine patch doll...yesterday i went to vivocity to do cip with my collegues...more likely friends....hehex...when i reached at the habourfront mrt control station,i saw aisyah and idra sitting on floor..they looked lyk beggars..hehex... i also sat on the floor with them.. we were waiting for another person and we don noe who but i think is kailing and found out that shes not coming and realised that we been sitting there for so long.. then tried to find the place...at first we got the wrong place...when we found the place already,id asked the cashier which booth are we in... we waited for awhile coz theres no one at the booth... finally the person came and all of us helped to setup the booth... idra and aisyah reali good in organising and arranging things... then the person gave a quick intro abt this event and tought how to write receipt... idra was reali elated..all she thinks is Harvey Norman...lol..after awhile we went for our lunch break and we went to Long John Silver...after our lunch, we kinda playing at the playground..then went back to the booth..theres not much customer and we kinda bored and we took photos and most of the time we laugh a lot... idra love sooo much with the chicken and swine patch toys and we took pictures of its... theres one funny and embarrassing part for id coz theres a song played out loud and id kind of dancing and one aunty from the Ballon Sculpture Booth went to grab id's hand and dance in front of public..so funny sia... theres few customer did bought the stuff and we got bored again... after awhile my mum and my cousin came... my mum bought a silk showel...they came for a while only...and then they disappeared... we took photos again and its the end of our cip time... then i had to get stuff for my sis and id had to get home... i called my mum telling her that the stuff is very expensive and she said no need.. so left me and aisyah we went to Harbourfront Centre to get my dinner...after awhile aisyah had to get home coz her mum is alredy nagging at her... so i ate my dinner at Macdonald alone.. then off to home..ok signing out...toodles
Last saturday i went to jurong east swimming complex with my family and cousins... i have great time there..i rented two tubes for my sis and me.. i got onto the slide soo many times i don even noe how many times i ride on it...syiok sia... i forced my sis to get onto the slide but she ah sooo scared.... finally i got her to get into the slides.. mostly i ride on the blue slide that is the highest slide of all... i asked my sis to go in first coz i don wan her to run away if i got into the slide first...after i got into the slide,i saw my sis's face,smiling at me... she swam towards me.,''lets get into the slide again..''.... never regretted forcing her to ride on the slide..after many hours of playing and swimming with my cousins,we all went to wash up... i was the longest of all to wash up... when i got out from the changing room i saw my family and cousins taking photos...i quickly get into the scene... yeah took some photos....i checked my phone and received msg that i wont have to attend to work from today till friday....i was lyk shocked adn i don noe what to say..i received another msg also frm debbie that the swine flu is at the fifth level..omg damn scary sia....continued taking photos and all of us went to KFC to filled our empty stomachs.... we chit chat for few mins.. then we off to get home... signing out..tooodles....
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