NooR AmiZa

yay got to perform at last!

2009-10-06T08:42:00.000-07:00

today was show choir performance at WORLDSKILLS COMPETITION event held in ITE today.. actually i was assigned as a standby for april but i got to perform..yay finally at last.. a chance.. woohoo... actually i was quite happy when i didnt get to perform cause i haven't memorize the lyrics for ''ain't no mountain high enough''.. so when theres extra costume, i got to performed.. hehex... i find that the members there are very friendly and nice... they are very hyper active.. i wish i could be like them but im soo shy... aiyoh... i dun noe how to mingle around with them... im always with my dearly friend, debbie... so boring sia... No Lah Deborah just kidding hor.. don't take it seriously... thanks soo much being there for me.. thanxs for the great encouragement and motivation u given to me.. luv you... hehex

my past 3 days

2009-10-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

On saturday went to an open house at my cousin place.. ate a lot there... and i love her spicy chilli chicken dish...yummy...

On sunday,yesterday,went to kinokuniya,orchard rd, to get books with steph,my sis and her friend... hopping id and debbie were there but they can't make it as id need to take care of her grandparents and debbie had something on... then went to plaza singapura to watch singapore idol roadshow..OMG they looked way better in person than in tv..hehex... after the tiring moment of taking photos and video-ing the contestants, went to bugis junction to take neoprint... enjoyed it soo very much until my mum nag at me through the phone asking me to go home...

Today was show choir... man i need to practice a lot things and to memorize a lot of things... stress sia... tomorrow they are having performance but im not sure im going to perform as they assign me as standby only.. thats fine to me.. i'll be there to support my dearly daughter,deborah... hehex

Ok signing out..toodles

stayed at home

2009-10-01T21:10:00.001-07:00

actuali today i should go to show choir but i stayed at home due to this uncomfortable stomach feeling... quite bored at home... sunday im gonna meet my dearest friend,corrine.. miss her soo much... ok signing out..toodles..

today was Jalan Raya

2009-10-01T06:23:00.000-07:00

today was jalan raya with some of my classmates.. had fun... took some photos as usual... i guess today is my last ever day of jalan raya until next year.. no more already... oh man..they going to ms rahimah house but i decided not to go cause it was very late by then.. cause they going to Sengkang some more Yew Tee then to tampines.. wahh its gona be late.. after visited idra's house, went to mine and i kinda embarrassed that i had to serve them hot tea instead of cold drink due to my spoiled fridge..arrghh... and my mum didnt have the chance to give them Hari Raya money cause there wasnt enough $2 notes to give them... soo embarrassing sia... ok lah signing out toodles...

i'm feeling down

2009-09-30T04:06:00.000-07:00

i'm soo upset.. i went cca today.. and i kinda upset with something... but what to do.. i have to accept it that way.. after cca, raif asked me and debbie whether we want to go to Singapore idol.. i don't mind going but debbie rejected due the height of the audio... she's right we kinda too short how to watch.. later ended up watching nothing but only hearing the contestants singing..hehex... ok lah signing out...toodles....

dance for the elderly

2009-09-28T20:17:00.000-07:00

Part 1:

yesterday i had a great time dancing for the elderly in celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri... hehex...me, idra and my sis,nurul dance.. it was the centre first time celebrating it and we volunteered ourselves to dance... actuali the real story is that, we thought this group of people are dancing for them.. but on last Friday, siti called saying she cant make it and same goes with the others... me and id were like 'oh shit' what should we do... it was soo hack tic... we completely blank that time... the next day, Saturday, i choreographed with the helped of my sis and my mum... yay... on Sunday, we practice like mad and we finally can conquer the whole dance... yay... again

thnx girls for making the day brighter

Part 2:

so yesterday was the day of our small performance.. woke up early in the morning 5am... met idra under her block and off to Sunita's house... we prepared ourselves at her place like putting on make up and etc... then went to meet debbie ans steph... ate at Macdonalds for breakfast.. walked to the SCC... we had rehearsal under a void deck and theres a lot of passerby walking along and i was so embarrassed dancing... finally we did the performance and we helped a bit.. then Anita treated us lunch.. so sweet of her... and our next project is... Christmas... thinking of doing Grease.. but still long way to go... now i had to focus on my CP posting..hehex... After lunch went to a hut and video ourselves dancing nobody and the malay dance...hehex.. soo much fun we had... steph and idra went to my house and slack while i sleep but half an hour later kena disturbed by this hyena...

Hari Raya Small Feast

2009-09-24T20:49:00.000-07:00

my daughter looks cute..budak kechik

debbie looks slimmer

hehe... smile always

oops we gonna fall..

ghost spotted behind..hehex..

i looked like an indon maid

ive invited some of my friends for a small hari raya feast at my place.. some cant make it.. but not for the shorties..yay they came for the invitation yesterday.. we had fun.. thnx to them i felt much more happier with their presence even though i wasnt feeling that well, my throat was so damn sore and my voice was soo damn deep and awful... i want my voice back...eeeeeeee ..... i forgot to take my medication yesterday and today got worst eventually... awwww.... drop that subject... besides having feast and chatting, we experienced 'Hotel 626' and steph and debbie didnt got frighten.. coool man them..the first time i experienced, i screamed like mad.. thnx guys for coming... luv u guys..

My second day of Hari Raya

2009-09-21T19:28:00.000-07:00

Off we go

i like this photo of my aunt and my cousin coz my

aunt looks cute..

this was the last house we visited.. can see that all look tired already

i like this photo.. theres connection between my niece and my bro

Hmm.. which is the most handsome guy here..

yesterday was my second day of Hari Raya and i had great time with my family, aunts, cousins, nephews, nieces and i don't think theres an uncle..hehex.. i had to wear the clothes that i bought with the shorties coz i had no other clothes to wear.. the past years clothes were a bit small and another reasnon is that i can't wait to wear it..hehex As what i said on sunday, we going to ride a bus to visit our relatives... and yup we do... we visited quite a few houses and i was soo tired..moreover i was not feeling that well...haix...what a day... man on this coming thursday my mum going to hold a small feast in celebrating Hari Raya and i invited some of my friends.. thus this would make them feel how Hari Raya feels like...yay... ok had enough of talking or rather typing...signing out..toodles

my little nephew MJ move (sorry got to tilt ur head)

YAY!! Today was Hari Raya

2009-09-20T08:51:00.000-07:00

the kids

one BIG family (actuali theres more)

Me and My Sis in Purr Purr..love it..

my family photo

this photo is blurr due to the kids wont stop moving..lol

same goes with this photo

my sis, sabrina-my cousin's daughter, and myself

Today was Hari Raya and i had great time spending time with my closest relatives. we went out together as a big group and we visited to our other relatives' houses...yay got a lot of duit raya (is like ampoa in malay culture) so counted as green packets... today was different, we went out using public transports instead rather than lorry, bus or van like the past years.. and my feet got blister..man ouch... but not to worry,tomorrow we will go out again using a bus... not public one hor... yay!!.. my brother was sooo damn elated hearing that cause he doesnt like using public transports to go out during Hari Raya with relatives and family... me, im two times more happier than him coz i wont be able to walk soo much like today.. yeah cnt wait for tomorrow as there is still lots more of houses to visit.. i felt that the families were very united except for one of this particular family.. My aunt were so disappointed and upset about it...actually not only her everyone was.. anyway don wanna talk about it... Man i dun how to say but i do had a lot fun visiting... even when im happy spending time, but im still quite sad celebrating this special day without one special person in my life by our side... my dad... i miss him sooo very much... ok dun wanna think about it.. ok i got go...signing out toodles...

1 week SCC posting is over.. yay and sobbs

2009-09-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

man im soo damn happy and sad that its over.. happy coz its a 3 weeks holiday for me but sad coz im gonna miss the elderly, the care staff and the centre there... took some photos on thursday and yesterday... idra was elated that she got to take photo with someone...hehex... tomorrow is HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..yay.. man im gonna cry man... celebrating it without one of the family members here... sobbs... OK got a go need to prepare for hari raya tomorrow..signing out.. toodles..

Finally FREEDOM!

2009-09-08T19:47:00.001-07:00

oh gosh.. its been soo long i didnt update my blog.. what a busy months i had...and i feel guilty everytime corrine asked me out, i cant make it due to my buziness for this 1-2 mths.. finally everything is over.. pbl project, the PM project that is our clique magazing,cn test,cn phase test,2 behavioural science test, one of my friend's grand birthday party, prize giving ceremony held in my sec school and there's many more the event happened for the past 1-2 months... monday was my CN examination and oh man it was kinda hard.. well yesterday was my behavioral science exam and my CP briefing... the exam yesterday was ok lah.. CP Briefing i got a new teacher in charge that is mdm nurhaliza.. kinda fierce but shes ok lah..but next week on monday im not going back to sgh thus im going to a senior citizen centre at tampines.. precisely i dont know where the place is so i guess the five of us need to go galavanting to search for the place... man 1.2 school time was fast... i cant believed that school time has ended... im gonna miss spending time with my friends in school.. so for this few days im gona enjoy..hehex.. om signing out..toodles..

had fun for the past 1 weeks...

2009-07-17T03:36:00.000-07:00

i did had fun for the past one week.... and yesterday was the most funnest day ever.... we had photo shoots.... damn fun..thnx for id's macbook...hehex...its for our project....so we are doing fashion magazine.... so yesterday was our first day of our work in this project... its kinda tight with all the NG phase test next week and also other test... foooh... its gonna be a very busy month....

back to school cool...

2009-07-10T23:47:00.000-07:00

on monday was my first day of school for 1.2... yeah i missed my friends soooo damn much sia.... expected that first day of school would be slacking but not... first thing was lecture already... moreover, went home at 6pm..boohoo... at least i got to see my buddies..hehex... new term, ew class adviser...mrs lee... i missed ms rahimah... for that one whole week, a lot of things happened... bad and good things...alright need to go to watch my sis performance..ok signing out..toodles...

what a feedbacks...

2009-06-30T00:48:00.000-07:00

thnx for my nervousness and i've got the worst ever feedbacks in my life or perhaps the worstest ever in the entire people who had gone through the test... what was am i thinking about... anyhow answer... see what had i done... brought down my image...boohoo.... serve me right.... but that feedbacks motivates me actually... ive learnt my mistakes but now im starting to make my mind up whether i want to be still in this WSS or not... i don noe why everytime when im doing a procedure, that nerve-racking feelings will always pop up.... scramp... i wish i will be a better nurse.... i try my very best....

when reached home, corrine asked me out.... went to bugis... as usual corrine,arcade everytime.... then went to watch transformers:revenge,rise of the fallen.... the movie was great... actually i didnt expected that i would actually like that kind of movie... its very interesting and full of actions.... never regreted watching that...after that went to walk around for awhile..thnx to her,im kinda relaxed coz im kinda upset with the WSS thing...ok signing out..toodles...

1.1 attachment is over!!!

2009-06-28T20:14:00.000-07:00

my cp frenz,the CI and the NUS students

On june 26,was my last day of my 1.1 posting in sgh... im kinda happy and sad at the same time that the posting is over!im gonna miss the wards, staffs and not forgetting the NP,NYP and NUS student i worked with,the patients i took care of and most of all,my cp friends....kinda fast... cant wait to see my friends in 1.2... got new commitment,new subjects like behaviour science and many more... i got my cp grades from my cp teacher but its not that good but it doesnt reali matter to me coz i noe that this is just the beginning...there are 3 more posting to go...i guess...hehex...

Farewell Michael Jackson....

My beloved legendary king of pop passed away on 25 june at 3.15pm.... he inspired me sooo much..... for the past three days ive been watching his movies and music videos.... may god bless him.... ive been a great fan of him when i was in primary school but loses some of the fanatic feelings when he'd been arrested... but i still loved him...now he is just a memory... farewell and god bless him....

MJ=Black or White

MJ=Remember The Time

MJ=Thriller

i did a mistake....

2009-06-17T02:08:00.000-07:00

i did a mistake and i regreted it a lot.... sooo stupid of me.... after my cp teacher had counselled me and my other 2 cp friends,i realised my mistake.... this issue was brought up to my CA and the Section Head.... i feel so bad about it.... thank god my teacher made me realised the mistake i did and i have learned my lesson... this feeling really getting over me.... ok cheer up miza... ok signing out..toodles....

thnx god corrine made my nite...

2009-06-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday i was freaking bored at home... no one was at home and luckily corrine came to the rescue...hehex... she asked me out last nite saying shes going to massage... but in msn she wrote 'message'... luckily i sorted it out... met her at PP... had fun but she hah sooo kancong and panicky sia... sigh... hehex...took a lot of photos and she made my boring nite....ok signing out... toodles...

my poly posting...

2009-06-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

id and the pineapple hairstyle.. nice rite..

..me wif id's gig specs..

for the past one week was my polyclinic posting... ive learned a lot from there... and all of us also enjoyed the posting..i guessed..hehex...lucky my members didnt fall asleep.... cause something happened.... tmr back in sgh... need to replace two weeks due to curtailment of H1N1... should be my holiday... sigh.... doesnt matter anyway...the past one week i miss my cp friends too....im gonna miss the ward i worked....ok signing out...toodles..

morning shift today!

2009-06-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

was my morning and as usual im tired and i cnt sleep at all... i enjoyed my posting soo far... still need to catch up with my skills...damn...had to chase it... nevermind... im lucky to have mdm mavis as my cp teacher actually.... she's a good teacher and boy im thankful to have her as she likes to chase us for skills... btw i miss my CA ms rahimah too...

being in nursing change me a lot in way that i got a bit more mature and being tactful when talking to my patients... and i realised the real world are... i had spent fascinating time with my patients amd especially my cp friends...hehex...oh how much i love attachment... and i miss my 2 shorties...debbie and stephie... hope to see you two soon... same goes with corrine lim si ying.... frenz 4eva..ok signing out..toodles...

just got home...

2009-06-03T03:43:00.000-07:00

was my morning shift today and im exhausted but i cnt sleep.... been thinking of the news my cp teacher told me and also ive been thinking of id... hope shes ok... my mind change already... no more that 'want to give up' thinking anymore... i kinda enjoy my posting and i wont regret it even though i havent got 23 skills being sign yet... oh yah, tot that 22 skills being sign but actually not... paisey sia...never mind... i will chase the skills...

Shocked!

2009-05-30T22:44:00.000-07:00

i look soo short sia

i was browsing in the internet and i was soo bored so i went to 'google' and typed my name... and the results shows some other websites that related to my name and i strolled down and saw my secondary school website.. was kinda curious coz how come my school got related to my name, so i clicked on it... found out that my photo is on the website and i was so damn shocked... its about the achievement i did for 'N' level last year... i showed it to my mum and i saved it... im happy that i had made a great achievement in secondary school... thnx yah corrine for giving me the supports we had been through in secondary... i luv u always.... frenz foreva....

something happened today..

2009-05-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

today one of my patient passed away... i was kinda shocked and sad to see that... as that happened, ive learnt how to do death procedure... cant say much about it...ok just got back from work and im exhausted as usual... quite happy that ive got 22 skills signed... so im kinda safe already yeah!!! ok signing out..toodles...

swine flu confirm case!!!!

2009-05-27T17:40:00.000-07:00

got news yesterday that theres confirmed case of H1N1 in Singapore and the person is warded in ttsh... Im kinda worried for the ite student in ttsh and im more worried for debbie... oh gosh hope it won't spread...

im soo exhausted...

2009-05-25T02:48:00.000-07:00

i just got home and im damn soo tired.... working in the hospital as a student was a real challenge to me... with great determination im sure i can make it..i hope.... last one week of working a lot of things happened...both good and bad things...

yeaterday went to visit my late dad's grave as it was his birthday and two days after(tomorrow) is my sis birthday... soo celebrated it at jurong point my cousin... we spent soo much time at jurong point that we didnt realised it was already 10 o'clock and we are still in the mall... got home and quickly got to bed... ok signing out...toodles..

just something that crossed my mind...

2009-05-19T18:44:00.000-07:00

i've been reflecting myself nowadays thinking whether i'm a good nurse or not...and i guess im reali not a good nurse... i don have the nurse personality like my other cp friends.... yesterday i felt like im going to give up nursing... that thoughts brought all the way until i got home... i told my mum that i wan to give up nursing and i can see from her eyes that she's very disappointed and sad of me saying like that... fortunately i thought twice and ive made a decision not to quit... i guessed theres still time for changes but i think im gonna take some times... it was my dream of becoming a nurse and now i guessed that dream is fading away slowly already... i hope i can go through all the way to the end...

Attachment starts again..

2009-05-18T18:49:00.000-07:00

yesterday was my attachment and its a new ward and new patients...and obviously new nurses... this time ward are much more smaller and i can see that there are not much skills we can can do... today is my afternoon duty and im starting to be nervous again...oh shit...

Twilight,New moon,Eclipse and Breaking Dawn

2009-05-15T00:46:00.000-07:00

Im so crazy about this movie..Twilight!!!!

arent bella and edward soo sweet...

Alice,Jacob,Bella,Edward,Rosalie and Jasper
(from left to right)

Victoria,Bella,Edward,James and Jacob
(from left to right)

Im currently reading this book... cnt stand waiting for the movie

Eclipse im yours... huwahahaha

Breaking Dawn is the end

yesterday i watched twilight on the internet and im so in love with the movie... and i love the character soo much... Robert pattinson(edward cullen in twilight) he is soo damn hot and handsome sia.... i cnt wait for the continuous story and its called New Moon coming in november 2009 and then Eclipse coming in June 2010 and then Breaking Dawn coming i don noe when ...yeah... meanwhile ill be reading the books... oh gosh i hopes the time fly faster soo i can watch it..hehex... ok signing out toodles...

CP starts tis monday...

2009-05-14T19:01:00.000-07:00

got msg from both of my cp leader and assistant leader saying that cp posting starts this coming monday... kinda happy about that but i kind of nervous... i have to pay back 2 weeks for cp this june so still the same...i cant go to KL.... i'll be staying at home alone... i kinda scare staying alone at home...but i will try....

went back to skool....

2009-05-12T19:19:00.000-07:00

i look so depress...

besties 4eva

see the pro playing the piano...yeah u go gal
(psst.. actuali shes not that pro..hehex)

yesterday i was having fun surfing the internet when phone suddenly rang... kinda shocked it was corrine,my bestie... she asked me to go back to secondary skool to take our cert.... i was lyk oh shit i haven bath... so met her at aljunied mrt and we strolled to our memorable place...after we took our cert, we toured around the skool...oh dear how much i missed the skool... took some photos and we saw Mr Lee,our music teacher... soo we tok abt our life in ite and our secondary skool wat is happening... we tok to him for quite long and off we got home...

in the bus id called me saying that she going to give me my belated birthday present... i was kinda touch she did that...thnx ya id.... as soon as i met her, i was soo elated not coz of the present hor... at nite, i video my sis dancing but it was not that garceful..to my opinian,i rather corrine dance that kind of song than her...she's that kind of gal that dance very hip and modernise songs.... ok signing out...toodles...

my sis dancing ''just one last dance''

HaPpY bIrThDaY iDrA....

2009-05-11T06:55:00.000-07:00

nice cake smashed...

mirror mirror on the wall...

''Happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to id
happy birthday to you''

Birthday msg from me to idra:
Happy belated birthday id..i know i've wish you soo many times from yesterday and today..hope u wont get bored..hehex... sweeet 17...hope god give u long life and also that your life will fill with joy and happiness....hope our frendship will last long till eternity long...4 shorties forever....

Yesterday went to jurong point to meet my brother's girlfriend... quite shocked to see that my bro is shorter than his girl... my eyes was like open big like never before same goes with my mouth..hehex..at the same time i can find birthday present for my bestie,idra, for her birthday surprise today.... i cant find the thing that i wanna get for her so i had no choice but to go to suntec city... i got her a music box... and i think she likes it....

Today i went to meet id at bus stop and we were soo late for meeting... when we reached skool, saw sumathi... thought that the meeting will be for awhile but it wasnt... my cp teacher told me that high chance that i will continue my attachment this coming monday...yeepee... then we went off to causeway point.... then stephie and debbie surprised id as goes with plan... yeah..but too bad id suspected already coz of my stupidity of sending the wrong sms to id....! but at least she still freaked out... then we went to this area in between causeway point and civic centre to celebrate id's birthday.... id got cake smashed from steph and got sprayed with crazy ribbon from me... then all of us got smashed by the cake..mmmm taste strawberry... thnx yah deb...
then went to clean ourselves and went to pizza hut to eat... actually i wanted to treat them but unfortunately ys treated us instead... thnx ys but i felt quite bad actuali coz this is the second times he treated us... after that went shopping and got a top... then we planned to go home at 5 but all of us are kinda sleepy and tired so we got off... but for id,she had to take care of her mum..prayed that id's mum get well soon... reached mrt eunos, me and id went to this clothes shop and i got a dress... then id tried to find porridge for her mum but couldnt so no choice but to cook... thats it for today....signing out....toodles...

hang out with cousin again....

2009-05-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

my sis and my bestie
"what r u staring at my face..wanna fight''

yesterday i was soo happy for my bestie surprise visit.. i miss her soo much... she was at my house for awhile and we went downstair to chat as usual lyk wat we did last time... i was soo happy spending my time with her...

today i went out as usual with my cousins and aunts to geylang serai to see stuff for my cousin's wedding... my cousins haven came yet so me,my sis and my mum went to tanjong katong complex.... me and my sis got hungry and we ate the restaurant there... so while eating finally my cousin came... and me and my sis took some photos.... after we had filled our stomach,went to First Lady coz my cousin wants to get something for her mum that is my aunt of course... after long hours of searching,finally she had found it... my cousin and my mum planned that me, my sis and my cousin's daughter to get roses for my aunt(my cousin's mum)...then off to see her and gave a surprise advance mother's day gift.. she was soo happy... btw i gave my mum the gift that i bought at the vivo already and she was soo happy... then went to Joo Chiat Complex to check out the stuffs for my cousin's wedding... today was kinda fun and i cnt wait for tmr.... signing out..toodles...

i have a dream...

2009-05-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

ive just woke and realised i woke soo damn late and it was my first time waking up at this time....i had a strange dream.... i dreamt about my late father... he forced me and my mum to cut his body into half.. both of us rejected... by tat time one of his legs was amputated.... he kept forcing us to cut his body... still we rejected... so he got damn furious and he beated us up.... quite strange to see him walking coz he has onli one leg! he beated my mum first and then he beated me... he chased me into the toilet and threw all plates that was made up from glasses to me.. i knew i was in damn pain.... but some how i got away.... the next minute i woke up...that what was his behaviour before he pass away... he likes to beat my family a lot even though we did a small mistakes.. sometimes i even got beaten by him eventhough i was innocent... actually i dont really loved him back then... but when the times he got sick, he showed his love to me and siblings but it wasnt that obvious... but i realised all parents loved their children no matter what... the night he cried coz that he got to amputate his leg, i did cried too and i cried sooo much seeing him that way... moreover that nite was Hari Raya.... i got home that nite and i was still crying and i realised that was the most meaningful Hari Raya I ever had even though i didnt even had the chance to celebrate it.... As months goes by,many things did happened..the happy and unhappy things... then my late dad was discharged.... me and my mum was the main caregiver to him and i don even dare to bath as soon as i woke up..coz i scared he will call me suddenly when im in the middle of taking a bath...if that happen,im sure i get scolding from him or beaten.... and i always waited for my mum to come back from home first then i can get refresh....luckily it was my school holiday...thinking of my suffering ive got was not much as compared to my late dad and my mum... my mum don have much sleep taking care of my late dad... i pitied my mum the most coz she had to work in the morning and when she came back she got to take care of my late dad.... theres a lots of things happening and i cant even noe wher to start and how to say it.... ok stop thinking of the past miza... now i have to think about my future.... ok signing out toodles....

im soo in love with this song...

2009-05-06T01:46:00.001-07:00

Thnx to my sis i knew this song... just like to share with everybody who is reading my blog....

Taking Back My Love(Lyrics):

Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Ciara:
Uhhh
What did I do, to give us the cue
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
You promised to be,honest with me***
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Both:
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

3 weeks vacation....

2009-05-04T21:22:00.000-07:00

3 weeks vacation sounds lyk a great news but not to me... so 25 may is the start of my skool again..continue as 1.2...that was what siti told me... oh damn it....scramp...blah blah blah blah....im sooo damn damn angry sia this bloody swine flu.... affected my posting too much already.... ok wat to do... must accept the facts... supposed this june im going back to malaysia to meet my mum's relatives there.... screw up this flu......ok signing out..toodles...

yesterday at vivo....

2009-05-03T19:49:00.000-07:00

theres still kid in us

aisyah and me

a village girl with her patch elephant toy..

i smacked id's gluteal muscle

Get ready...Fight..

swine flu was beaten by bird flu...

me and aisyah..cute rite the swine

id with her swine patch doll...

yesterday i went to vivocity to do cip with my collegues...more likely friends....hehex...when i reached at the habourfront mrt control station,i saw aisyah and idra sitting on floor..they looked lyk beggars..hehex... i also sat on the floor with them.. we were waiting for another person and we don noe who but i think is kailing and found out that shes not coming and realised that we been sitting there for so long.. then tried to find the place...at first we got the wrong place...when we found the place already,id asked the cashier which booth are we in... we waited for awhile coz theres no one at the booth... finally the person came and all of us helped to setup the booth... idra and aisyah reali good in organising and arranging things... then the person gave a quick intro abt this event and tought how to write receipt... idra was reali elated..all she thinks is Harvey Norman...lol..after awhile we went for our lunch break and we went to Long John Silver...after our lunch, we kinda playing at the playground..then went back to the booth..theres not much customer and we kinda bored and we took photos and most of the time we laugh a lot... idra love sooo much with the chicken and swine patch toys and we took pictures of its... theres one funny and embarrassing part for id coz theres a song played out loud and id kind of dancing and one aunty from the Ballon Sculpture Booth went to grab id's hand and dance in front of public..so funny sia... theres few customer did bought the stuff and we got bored again... after awhile my mum and my cousin came... my mum bought a silk showel...they came for a while only...and then they disappeared... we took photos again and its the end of our cip time... then i had to get stuff for my sis and id had to get home... i called my mum telling her that the stuff is very expensive and she said no need.. so left me and aisyah we went to Harbourfront Centre to get my dinner...after awhile aisyah had to get home coz her mum is alredy nagging at her... so i ate my dinner at Macdonald alone.. then off to home..ok signing out...toodles

In Juroung East...

2009-05-03T19:18:00.000-07:00

Last saturday i went to jurong east swimming complex with my family and cousins... i have great time there..i rented two tubes for my sis and me.. i got onto the slide soo many times i don even noe how many times i ride on it...syiok sia... i forced my sis to get onto the slide but she ah sooo scared.... finally i got her to get into the slides.. mostly i ride on the blue slide that is the highest slide of all... i asked my sis to go in first coz i don wan her to run away if i got into the slide first...after i got into the slide,i saw my sis's face,smiling at me... she swam towards me.,''lets get into the slide again..''.... never regretted forcing her to ride on the slide..after many hours of playing and swimming with my cousins,we all went to wash up... i was the longest of all to wash up... when i got out from the changing room i saw my family and cousins taking photos...i quickly get into the scene... yeah took some photos....i checked my phone and received msg that i wont have to attend to work from today till friday....i was lyk shocked adn i don noe what to say..i received another msg also frm debbie that the swine flu is at the fifth level..omg damn scary sia....continued taking photos and all of us went to KFC to filled our empty stomachs.... we chit chat for few mins.. then we off to get home... signing out..tooodles....

im turning purple...

2009-05-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

thnx to debbie i now kinda lyks purple alr.. and begining lyk to wear dress.... i think debbie's possess me..hehex..today went out with my mum... we went to bugis and then went to bedok to get swimsuits for my sis and my bro... we shopped a lot of stuffs... fun man..hehex..tmr confirmed going swimming at jurong east with my cousins...yahoo..... ok signing out..toodles..

scary now a days....

2009-04-30T02:29:00.000-07:00

oh dear... today was my morning shift and my hands are soo damn dry and pain too due to handwashing and handrub too much..what to do infection control rite...... swine flu reali affected us a lot... next week im gonna change back to the central station and we wont be going to the medical ward and polyclinic...!!! i'll be doing my posting in that ward till the end of my posting... i was like what the hack and scary...i was told to be prepared coz anything can happen in the future... jus hoping that my attachment won be ask to stop... ok signing out toodles...

HaPpY bIrThDaY dEbBiE

2009-04-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

"Happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to debbie
happy birthday to you"
hey happy birthday deb..hehex... today was my friend birthday...finally shes 17 already...

yesterday me and my sis,as usual,watched indonesia drama and we watched that continues of 'Melati untuk Marvel'... Found out that 'Marvel' didnt died.. both of us were soo elated and we screamed out loud and damn it was so loud..my mum even scolded us for screaming..thaats always what we does when we watch indon..eps happy and angry scenes..hehex..soo over rite..

today as usually working but today was a bit different... u noe the outbreak of 'swine flu' happening now in some part of the world, we took precaution and all of us has to take temperature and wear a mask.. oh gosh that was my first experience wearing N95 mask for long period of hours... and is kinda hard to breath too... its kind of scary hearing of the outbreak happening and i prayed it wont happened in Singapore... moreover 'swine flu' is more worst than 'SARS'.. i really really really hope it wont happen in Singapore...heard that theres also possibilities that our attachment will be ask to stop.. oh gosh im soo dont want that to happen too... ok signing out toodles...

wateva cant think of a title..

2009-04-28T02:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday me and my sis watch indonesia dramas as usual and both of us watch 'Melati untuk Marvel' and yesterday was quite sad to watch that the main character 'Marvel'(guy) past away... and i kinda find it funny to see my sis crying when watching the drama and i even took video of her crying...my sis ah, don noe what to say... shes an aggressive girl and when comes to dramas that makes people cry, she will easily cry one... lyk wat the hack... wateva...

Today was my morning shift and the whole week is morning due to swabing shift with my cp members..yahoo i love morning shift...tmr is deborah's birthday... going to turn 17 this midnite... stay cute ah chiwawa..hope you are reading this deb..hehex...ok signing out toodles...

My sis crying..boohoo

yesterday and today....

2009-04-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out wif my mum to airport to book tickets to KL for this coming june holiday..its been years ive never been to overseas... and my mum was like soo happy to go there coz shes going to meet her relatives there... me too i kinda excitaed too..kind of..hehex..after went to book,we went to visit my lates dad cemetry with my cousin and her daughter...after visiting, went back to my cousin's house to wait for my aunt.. finally she arrived and off we went to jurong point... bought some stuff and at around 8pm, all of us went to my another cousin's house new house... just to be keypoh like that.. to see hows her house looks like..hehex...her new house is at marsiling and is damn sooooooooo far... i kinda pity of her children coz they had to travel soo far to go to school... an hour at her house has past, so all of us rush back home....

Today was my morning shift and i love morning shift even though i had to sacrifice my sleeps..zzzzz... when i reached to the tearoom this morning, they said that all the students that is taking care of patients at central station swabs with the those in the A station...i was like shocked,surprised and shocked...(thats id's words btw..hehex...sori ah id copyrite ur words..hehex..) never expected to be swabed and i was soo used to the central station even though central station has no air-con... i realised that A station not soo busy as the central station..haix..ok signing out..toodles..

2nd week of attachment is over!!

2009-04-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

yeah today is friday and is the 2nd week of my attachment...yeah few more weeks to go... YAHOOO.. it was fun experiencing working even though bad things did happened to me...lyk kena scolding,accused and etc... now i think im used to it already, im not as exhausted as the first few days... and i don really took it to my heart coz no point take it to my heart... i meant the scolding and accusing part...
tmr im going out to take my sis passport... then hang out with my mum to get stuff.. lyk new shoes..hehex..as usually i miss my frenz deb,steph and also corrine lim si ying.. i miss u guyz sooooooooo much..luv ya...signing out..toodles

wats in my mind....

2009-04-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

this attachment i made frenz with my cp members.. talking abt cp members,sunita, she wasnt close to me at all... now we kinda close.. some were those we usually walk past, and now we are frenz.. attachment makes me realised the real world are.. but im sure theres more than this...omg... thinking abt aisyah, shes quite poor thing everytime she got into her room always got a lot of work... wat to do thats wat nurses are rite...hehex.. oh gosh as usually i miss my frenz deb and steph..ok signing out..toodles...

...what happened today...

2009-04-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

me and idra

isnt idra's cute in her scarf

thers a headless ghost behind us.. arggghhh

me and my cousin,aleeya

this morning i woke up early in the morning to get ready for today's 100th days of my late dad's death.. i woke up at around 5 plus.. so sleepy but no choice had to help my mum to do work...just in time the prayers going to start, idra finally arrived.... after the whole prayer, we took some photos and there's once i told her a very hilarious story and she laughed out her secret laugh..lol.. damn that was the first time i heard her laugh lyk that.... so damn funny sia.. im sure u guyz out ther reading my blog want to noe wats her secret laugh..her secret laugh is.............cannot tell... hehex...

me and best friend

the birthday cake..nice rite..btw happy birhtday manje...

after the ceremony, i went out to my frend's birthday party...at whampoa.. so far sia... i went ther for a while only coz my mum halfway called scolded me as usually to go home.. spoiled sia.. but never mind.. i noticed my frend shes change a lot.. i miss her old her....shes soo damn diferrent.. wat to do.. i must accept her lyk this now.. tmr i had to work as usually.. but is afternoon shift.. sialah i hate afternoon shift coz i hate to go home at nite.. but wat to do.. no choice.... ok blog signing out... toodles..

3rd day of working...

2009-04-17T01:39:00.000-07:00

damn im so exhausted today.. yesterday wasnt that tired cos yesterday was quite a lot of work but today is more like rushing here and there..and my legs are like aching now...ouch... but not so bad as wednesday.. hehex..i miss my frenz debbie and stephie so much.. wish to see u guyz soon....

2nd DaY In sGh!!!

2009-04-14T18:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my second day of attachment.... i haven started working yet but today start..omg im sooo nervous.. i hope i can do well in this cp posting... besides that im missing my two galfrenz.. debbie and stephie.. i miss them sooo much... i miss stephie's hyena laughter.. me and id are in the same group.. but our schedule id different for the rest of the four weeks.. is lyk what the hell..but its ok... soo wish me gd luck and all the best in cp..

for the past three days!!!

2009-04-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

they look soo gay sia..

On thursday, one of my big bro frend(sofie) slept over at my place.. he looked soo tired when he came to my house.. i guessed tats y he didnt went home.. too tired den the next morning my sis took photos of him sleeeping..hehex..and my small bro also want to be in the pic.. den he look lyk a gay.. sofie sleeping dead.. he don even woke up when we make noise and disturb him.. sooo bad sia..

On Friday, paint the house... yeah.. my big bro and gang helped out... they started painting in the afternoon and lasted at around 1.30 am!!... good jobs guyz... thnx by the way..hehe..

On saturday, they didnt continued the painting coz all of them got something on... psst.. at night as usual watch indonesia drama and my sister kept dancing in the hall.. so i decided to video cam her dance.. im quite impress with her dance.. she dance very well..btw shes in modern dance..hehex.. while i video cam my sis dance my mum kept disturbing my sis dancing...lol..my mum looks so damn funny... after that i got her vid of her dancing without the disturbance from mum..

Yesterday,continue painting the house... i was so bored and i did tried to study but i cant..too much of distraction.... sooo me,my sis,my small bro and his gang have a competiton to fill our boreness! thats is OPENING THE COCA-COLA BOTTLE CAP!! hehex.. guess who won? my big bro... he use his teeth to open sia.. i wish i got that kind of teeth..hehex

Today was my first day of attachment... i havent start working yet coz today was the orientation..zzzzzz.. there few times i dozed off during the tok.. ive shouldnt have sleep sooo late at night at around 1am... its all bcoz of indonesia drama.. my favourites... indon indon indon dramas...

frenz music pics

2009-04-09T09:37:00.000-07:00

for the past one week...

2009-04-08T20:39:00.000-07:00

last wednesday(1 april) went to wild wild wet wif deb,id,diana,cheryl,ah nat,melody and kai ling... was very fun.. never regreted going ther.. i played all the stations... my favourite is tha u thing... was very scary... id and i played that stations for 3 times..hehex...

last friday(3 april) went to cca... suddenly i met corrine.. i was so elated to see her..was a bit boring cos me and deb are not involved in the 14 n 15 april performance..damn its bcoz of attachment... spoil sia.. maybe the june performance also i cant perform coz need to go to malaysia... walauweh and also yeah coz haven been ther for many many many many many years already since i was in primary 1..hehex.. all the way in singapore...

Last saturday(4 april) went to rebond my hair.. actually i wanted to cut my hair only but end up rebonding..hehex..
Last sunday(5 april) went ot my cousin's children birthday party... damn it was boring... but its ok...
last monday(6 april) went to skool to do some revision before going for my attachment next week... im so nervous....
Last tuesday(7 april) went out wif corrine to bugis junction.. we took neoprint and this is the funny and embarrassing part:

A Voice: " hello may i help you?"

i replied:" oh its okay"

turn saw id smiling face.. wah.. so paisey sia.. and turn to my right saw alfian.. another wah.. another paisey...then went to marina bay to meet other friends of corrine's.. yeh i met some new frenz..went to bowling was quite fun.. me and corrine went off first coz corrine got tai chee and i hav to get home... kena scolding sia from my mum..
Yesterday went to skool to do revision again for awhile.. met id and steph in cafe 1.. off we go to lab..we do chartting io and temperature... most of the time we were like talking..haha... steph went home coz she needs rest due to her sickness.. id and alfian went off to fetch alfian's bro... meanwhile i on the way to bugis to meet up debbie,diana and they all to celebrate ys burpday.. then id called me saying that she cant make it coz she got classes... after celebrating, went to haji lane to try sheesha.. i did attempted once i my throat were so dry till nw.. quite pain..hehex..the sheesha wasnt bad afterall.taste strawberry... we all played uno stako and uno game cards... then off i went home...btw happy birthday ys...

!!!4 days out from house!!!

2009-03-27T02:56:00.000-07:00

at national geographic museum or shop.. i don noe

yesterday: it was reali fun....me,id,stephie,debbie,yong shen,diana and finally ah nat went to sentosa at siloso beach.. we plan to meet at harbourfront mrt control station at 9.30am but me,stephie and yong shen(btw ys was more earlier than us) came quite early at around 9.10am... so the three of us went to have our breakfast at long john silver at vivocity while waiting for the rest of them to arrive..hehe.. then we met id and debie at kopitiam...i saw id were having her breakfast and she look cute in her hat and long skirt..(btw she look tall in long flowery skirt)..hehex.. found out that diana still sleeping and we all guess that we meet diana and ah nat at sentosa instead.. after id finished her food we chat for awhile and plan to soak our feet in water at the roof garden.. something lyk tat..hehex we took some crazy photos..haha..my pants were so wet coz of the water.. same goes wif id's LONG skirt...haha.. then debbie lend id her FBT shorts.. so i decided to change out into my shorts too coz our pants were reali wet! so the five of us are off to sentose using train or monorail that has been situated in vivo.. it was my first time riding a train to sentosa...

in the train or monorail on the way to sentosa

poor thing ys face kena cut off..huwahahaha

the three of us wan to fight wif cameraman(ys) except for stephie..
emmm can smile some more.. got something isit..hehex

we ride a bus or i don noe wat it calls to the beach... so i quickly went swimming and it was quite hot and the sand were very smooth... all of us try to push ys into the sea but oh man he was fast and ehm ehm quite strong.. omg i forgot to apply the sunblock.. then i apply aft tat burried myself in the sand wif the help of all of them... it was not hot at all but warm.. jus nice for my body..hehex.. then took some photos and continue swimming again... stephie and id bought ice kacang for us.. mmmm yummy... and then diana and ah nat arrive... wats do they(diana,debbie and ah nat) do? yeah sun tanning... well debbie got sun burn.. ouch.. i was elated that ive learned how to float..yipee.. haha..thanx to ah nat.. he tought me how to float...thnx ya debbie for congratulating me.. there was many times that he brought me deep into the sea.. i was very scared but im quite impress that i went quite far.. by that time already ys,id and stephie went off.. debie bought volleyball and now left four of us played.. it was quite ssometimes i haven played volleyball and realise the pain but awhile its ok to me lah... then went off to shower.. back in singapore island... went to eat at Banquet.. i ate laksa.. mmmm yummy.. ive been desire so much to eat laksa... walk for awhile in vivo.. soaked our feet in water in roof garden again... then went home.. reach home at around 9 plus and it was quite tiring... talked wif stephie in phone for awhile while chatting wif my best buddy in msn.. got nagging from mum.... massage her head.. almost every nite routine then dozed off...zzzzzzzz

on the way to beach

i was smack by stephie at my gluteal muscle..
id collecting sea water drip and then she drank it..haha jus joking

jump

another jump

lets do the sexy pose

buried alive but cant make it..

hsm jump..hehex

me and ys

love friendship

me and id

miza monkey or tarzan??

.....OuT wIf My FrEnZ.....

2009-03-24T02:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday: i went out wif id,ys,haziq,diana and met new friend named ahnat(Nathaniel)... we went to sgh first to tour around there.. and it was so so busy there... can saw a lot of people strolling around there..(Btw it was lunch time.so was obvious the reason)... the sun was quite scorching and all of us was feeling so damn hot! and for haziq, he wasnt feeling hot at all!!(btw again, he was wearing long sleeve!!)... after that we all went to plaza singapura to watch movie(street fighter:legend of chun-li)... while waiting for movie.. we all went to arcade.. half way,haziq need to find mosque to perform prayer.. and three of us(haziq,id n me) desperately trying to find the mosque(al-falah)..finally found already and realised that we walk so far(lyk cross country)..hehex.. after that, we walk back to plaza singapura to catch the movie.. the movie was quuite interesting...but i found out that theres not many character of street fightes.. like duh... the character doesnt link to the actor at all..very hilarious..when the movie was going to end, id suddenly dozed off.. actually i didnt noticed her sleeping until i saw ys staring at id and then i woke her up.. after the movie, took some photos... yeah...

diana the next chun-li!!

me and id

night, i chat with corrine in msn was quite fun and we use the webcam.. i finally can see her cute face.... while chatting with her, i talk to stephie in the phone for 2 hrs and talks lasted till going to 4am! actually can continue wan, coz halfway we were talking, the phone suddenly hang up coz my prepaid finish already.. spoiled sia... back to msn, me and corrine chat and lasted till 4 plus... it was quite hilarious and some part we chat something serious...i doze off... Zzzz

emo
!!!corrine!!!

!!cute corrine!!

cant think of a title....

2009-03-16T06:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday morning after breakfast, me and my family went to visit my late dad's grave... the reason of our visit is to seek permission to let my big bro going to ns that its today... oh ya and finally i just got my ears' pierce... yahoo

at night, i chat wif id and we decided to on the webcam... actually i force her wan bcoz my sis asked me so... it was hilarious... i took id photo of herself in the webcam... we chat for lyk around an hour... i think she got scared by us coz both of us apply cream to our face...and some more i wrap myself with white blanket to scare her more..hehe... thnx id i read ur blog... haha...thnx for all the photos in ur blog.... heres id eyeballs i took during chatting......

..see the eyeballs..

today we all had to wake early in the morning to go to pulau tekong... ooooo.. we all went there by ferry... the pulau tekong tour was so boring... then went to accompany mum settle some stuff.. then went buy stuff...

!!!!YeStErDaY!!!!

2009-03-14T02:06:00.000-07:00

yesterday i wasnt feeling that well because of the second jab.... but that doesnt make me not going to cca... show choir was quite fun.. ive learn new dance for mamamia... the dance instructor was quite hilarious...i still have difficulty in the dance.. majority, i can lah... ok blog.. signing out...

YeAh ItS hOlIdAy!!!!!

2009-03-11T20:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, was the start of my holiday.... hehe....yahooooooooooo!
i went out to marina square n suntec city with my frenz,atika,debbie,steph n id.. 4forgot yong shen too went out togather with us....was quite fun and i enjoy it till when my mum called and scold me..ouch...
but when i got home... everything was fine.... i jus can't wait for next hang out.. yeh...

last tuesday, was my last paper,bioscience, and it was ok ok lah.. some i dont know...
then we had a cake celebration specially for miss rahimah.... all of us r gonna miss u ms rahimah... luv u muax... we all r hoping that ms rahimah were teach us again in 1.2 when we come back from our attachment...

exams around the corner!!!! actually tmr...yikes

2009-03-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

just now i went to library to study with my friend accompanied me.. something lyk that...
oh gosh.. tmr is exams am so nervous,scared,nervous again... what if i dont well in exams... yikes don think too much.... i hopes my class test help me a bit..not a bit, a lot i hope.... jn0901c gd luck for tmr.....

Im GoNnA MiSs U tOo CoRrInE

2009-03-06T18:06:00.003-08:00

Last Wednesday, i was so excited to meet corrine... shes like my bestest best friend eva in my whole entire life besides maryana(manja).... i waited for for quite hours... she came like around 8 at nite n she promise to meet at 7 which her night class..but its ok to me...

when we met, i was so elated... i did cry a bit... i miss her sooooo much....
we were planing to meet every wednesday to meet which her class held... unfortunately, next week is my school holiday..... oh man.... i guess tats the last time im gonna see her, which i hope not, then after my holidays is my attachment... another oh man.... i don what to do...

A few hours later, she sms me saying that her uncle had another stroke... oh dear.. i was hoping that she will be fine... the next day she called saying her uncle can go anytime.. i gave her some advice like what she did when my dad past away... thats what friends are for right.... now i don noe what happen... i didnt call or sms her coz i don wan to disturb her... i hope shes fine....

we're like trying to make a heart shape using our arms....
but doesnt look like one.... i guess..hehe

...besties forever..

OH Im GoNnA mIsS yOu GuYz

2009-03-06T10:08:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY... Im reali gonna miss you guyz especially my galfrenz(stephie, id n debbie) and our lunch buddy(tats is yong shen) perhaps i gonna miss u too... but the most important is........ I GONNA MISS YOU MS RAHIMAH...I mean us.... she has been great teacher to us.... i wish ms rahimah would teach us again for the rest of our nitec in nursing....hehe...

oh ya! this coming monday and tuesday is our EXAM.... Good luck you guyz jn0901c.... don give up ok...... after our holidays, we gonna be assign to the hospital we are posting to... Debbie and stephie i gonna miss u gals soooooooooo much.. luv ya.. Idra, we're chose the same hospital as our choice... yeh still got hope anyway to meet you... if we are not attach to same hospital, i guess i will miss sooooo much too.... luv you muax...

everybody keep the faith within and persevere in life.....

why am i like this?

2009-02-28T01:55:00.001-08:00

i dont know why this few days i felt leftout by my frenz... even though they treat me good but i still feel being leftout.. i guess this trauma came back... coz during my secondary school life ive been leftout many times by my friends.... not jus that ive been bullied too but mostly in primary school life.. secondary, there are still bullies and that time it was going to be the end of the year... when i reflect it, it gave me a heartache of how my friends left me... they insult,critisize,insult another critisim....oh dear y cant i forget abt it...my friend that is corrine did advice me let bygones be bygones... i guess im just a gal that cant forget the past ... i just hope that i will have a wonderful life of friendship in ite... i hope idra, deborah and stephanie won leave me.... oh ya forgot, now my friends that left me before had apologize and now everything is ok... but u know, the trauma is still here.. and now im totally change about who i am.. last time i was quite emo,unsociable and dont how to make friends....now im a crazy gal that was transmitted by my best pal,corrine, naturally... corrine was a crazy gal, very social and nice gal.... i was quite envy abt her.... n suddenly im like her now....

signing out!!!

.......LiFe Is HeLl WiThOuT fReNz........

2009-02-20T07:18:00.000-08:00

Luckily,luckily,luckily..... deborah,idra and stephanie came to the rescue...

Idra, me and gina

..me, liting, deborah and finally idra..

yong shen, hwee yung,liting,idra,deborah and me... i guess the 4 of us

(liting,deborah,idra and me) are like "lightbulbs"... TING! Just joking..

Gina, Kailing,Idra,Deborah and Me...

!!The Hyena and the Monkey!!

me and stephanie

me and eileen

idra and me

pui man and me.. ngee ann poly... here we go

Sunita,Sakina,Deborah and me... Btw my friend(Sanjay) had a crush on sunita...

i helped sanjay to get her number but she dont permitted.. haha let sanjay ss by himself ..

!!deborah and me!!

Gina And Me

Squeeze..... oh ya cheeessseeee!!! we some kind like slacking at a staircase...

...i guess you guyz looks tired aft the amazing race...

HELLO!! 2009 HERE I COME...

2009-02-20T06:35:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY HEY!!! Great start for 2009... 2 mths plus already in ite simei.. Wah! Finally my dream is jus a few steps away...I got in nursing course..Yahooooooooo!

But the biggest thing that always disturb in my mind is STUDY,STUDY.STUDY N STUDY...24 HOURS....

I thought that nursing is an easy course but it was not i was expected.. wah!!! stress!!! nvr had this stress before... But that doesnt make my determination goes down... i will strife my best in whateva i do.. huwahahahaa....

when i come in ite i realised that my life has totally change... my social life,and academic tooo...

as you can see the picture above, we won a competition(that is "Amazing Race"whateva,though it was fun) and thats a great victory to us... we have to race among the nursing classs...

congrets jn0901c.. all the best you guyz...

oh dear! i miss my very bestest best friend in my secondary school,corrine. shes in clementi ite now.... too bad i don hav her photos now...and my bestest bestest best friend in my whole

childhood and secondary life,maryana. also known as manja(senimankan manja),i miss her so much.. she had to move out from her house and shes living in whampoa with her cousin for the time being... too bad too.. i don have her photos too...so sad sia!!!